What lies Beyond

I’m so sick of the tension,

Sick of the struggle,

All of the reasons I tell myself,

That I don’t deserve to live,

Make it day by day,

As if I’m too afraid,

All these emotions playing around,

A out deep in my stomach sinks,

My heart starts racing,

I feel trapped,

With no way to escape,

The only way out of reality,

I don’t wanna go there,

Sometimes I have to make myself believe,

That there’s more to death,

Some say a forever rest,

I want that second chance,

Ready player round 2!

Wander the world and throughout time,

Never have to worry,

We’d never have to cry.