Done With You

I can’t believe,

I’m having this,

A conversation that I’ve dreaded,

A path that seemed,

I wouldn’t be headed.

I’ve got to do this,

For you,

But really only myself,

If I would’ve gone sooner,

No telling what could’ve happened.

Drifting through a sea,

Of emptiness pouring over,

Head dips into the deepend,

Tumbling over and over,

Falling through eternity.

I’ve woken up,

Felt like I was dreaming for ages,

Why I still love you,

Will haunt me in stages,

Acceptance,

It’s fine,

I can be without,

Desperation,

I need you,

I could never do without,

Hesitation,

To run,

Just to get out,

Memories,

Where you’ll be,

If ever I’m in doubt.

I can be better,

Only without you,

See,

I can be the best me,

But with you I’ll never leave.