ADHD is like,
It’s like,
It’s like,
It’s like…
A wave, overcoming my mind,
Turning it into a cloudy day,
I can’t focus, because I’m too focused.
My mouth is rambling,
My mind is rattling,
I feel like I could fall over at any moment,
Greet the pavement with my face.
Maybe then it would stop,
Clear the way for coherent thoughts.
Intangible optimism,
Suits me well,
Because all I do is worry, worry, worry,
with nobody to tell.
So I write, sitting wih all my might,
Try to stay focused,
Not to feel hopeless,
To remind myself I am not soul-less.
I struggle day to day,
Nervous fixations,
Excited imagination,
Telling myself I matter,
To not give up.
But do my words get through,
The muck that is my brain?