Allusion,
Illusion,
It all adds to my confusion,
In everything I see,
Your smile gazing back at me,
My thoughts wrapped around a barrel,
Ready to explode,
Let unload,
Torment and chaos,
As it was all told,
In a story I knew nothing about,
But heresay from person to person,
Told me about you.
So I sought,
What I knew nothing about,
Something I once heard,
Still the details elude me,
Because once I understood,
I felt no need to understand.
I knew it all,
But still I asked why,
How come I must suffer still alive?
I begged for it to end,
It never came,
Still I remain,
Stuck as a seed in the mud,
No room to grow,
No way to sprout,
Beyond my flesh,
Still remains,
My mind lives on,
Though am I the same?
Neural networks spark,
Flashes of knowledge,
Or motive,
Or what I feel my heart says.
I will remain.
Trapped Inside My Head 